lust dieted

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 06:39:36 GMT

great job, canada.
great fucking job.
vote in the conservatives.

Tagged by shakeyrtush

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 18:40:53 GMT

Name five of life's simple pleasures that you like most, then pick five people to do the same. Try to be original and creative and not to use things that someone else has already used.

1. listening to the first few notes of opera.
2. picking dried glue off my fingers.
3. almond cookies from the harbord street bakery.
4. a glass of white wine and a cigarette.
5. random acts of kindness.

I tag everyone.

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 02:56:31 GMT

i always fail myself.

I'm lonely but it's ok when your friends give you cake and love poems

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 03:02:36 GMT

"Lover,
Dearest woman whose beauty shimmers and glows like the blanche falling snows
we love you desperately from that head to those toes."

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 07:15:54 GMT

i am overcome with emotion.

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 22:14:27 GMT

today I went to synogogue for the Jewish high holiday and then i promptly went downtown to schedule my tattoo appointment.
how deliciously blasphemous.

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 08:00:24 GMT

this is not how it's supposed to happen.
We're supposed to go off into great adventure together and be sisters
and i look next to me and you're there, smiling back at me and holding me up like you have always done.

my heart aches so much.

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 15:46:28 GMT

so i gave myself bangs last night. i needed something different so i just took scissors to them, and they ended up turning out well.
i went out to celebrate with A. and R. and i came home pleasantly drunk and permanent marker on my wrist that says "I <3 COCK".

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i'm already packing for halifax, and it's kind of scaring me. i guess i only had positive feelings about my move up until recently - i had a crazy stressful dream about getting there and being confused and lonely, and now flying out there in 3 weeks suddenly looks a whole lot less appealing. i don't know. am i sticking myself in the middle of nowhere? where the hell am i going to do about acting? I can also safely say that my "relationship" is now completely shot. i'm such a fool for not seeing that i always fall for fools. anyways, it doesn't matter now because i don't even like him anymore, in the slightest. HE COMPLETELY MISSED THE BOAT ON THAT ONE, JERK. oh well, his loss. HIS LOSS.

Fri, 13 May 2005 00:13:27 GMT

Firstly, I have recently found out that there is quite a few people from school who have discovered my livejournal.
Weird.
Secondly, I have to say that I have the best fucking friends on the planet. I love you guys so much.
So many wonderful people and wonderful things and it's all changing soon.

Sat, 16 Apr 2005 17:51:56 GMT

Friends Only.
Comment to be added.

Sat, 02 Apr 2005 05:12:04 GMT

People just keep disappointing me.
Sometimes I just expect support once in a while. I don't know. Maybe that's too much.
Maybe I expect too much, and that's the problem. Maybe I expect more than what people at age 17 can give. Is that self-centered? implying that I'm emotionally above them? Whatever. I think i am. It's lonely.

And god, going through life living in 'what ifs' and imagined conversations is too hard.
yesterday, a boy and I were so-called "flirting".. I know he likes my eyes.
I smile with my eyes, watch, caress with them.
A friend commented on how "cute" it was.

Except these things just don't happen. As much as we might want them to.
It's funny, how social hierarchy is more powerful than we expect it to be.

My grandfather's dying slowly (and we all know it), so is my grandmother. She suddenly developed a huge growth on her jaw and went under the surgeons knife today. My dad rushed over to montreal to be there for her. Rejection letters. Weight... i've stopped caring about most everything else. I just can't come home at 5:30 and be alive anymore, or care to participate in conversations, because i just want to go home and curl up and lie in my big green chair and watch CSI for the rest of the year. And then, after that, I want to avoid university and just earn a living watching CSI all day.

Fuck this. People are so immature.

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 18:46:51 GMT

I scream into the pillow until I become someone else.

Thu, 23 Dec 2004 23:58:48 GMT

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